i don't write often because i have nothing important to say [20 Jan 2006|01:20am] high in a forest valley surrounded by a blue-grey backdrop of mountains is where i feel at home. up in the coastal hills of big sur where the overcast sky rarely gives way to rays of sunlight is where i feel at home. walking along a dirt trail with a familiar pine needle scent filling my nose is where i feel at home. safe, protected from the pouring rain tapping against my car window is where i feel at home. but sometimes there are no trees or hills or cloudy skies or car windows to protect me. sometimes its just me versus the world. when i was nine i thought things were tough. two more years and two more birthday candles brought twice as much pain. and then again at thirteen i thought growing up was hard. ...if i could have seen my life five years into the future. its moments like these that i wish i wasn't so fucking moral or nice or intelligent. sitting in the sand with the sun warming my face and the wind blowing through my hair it was just me and the world.. sitting on top of my dorm room bed with the fluorescent light hurting my eyes and the moldy air conditioner blowing particles into my face it was just me versus the world. post comment

i love dc [09 Oct 2005|06:14pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | harry potter ] empty dorm hall random trips to cvs second hand stores chilly fall weather midnight angelico's runs new piercings and coconut flavored stogees in the amphitheater... thats what fall break is all about :) and on the subject of tdr.. "but i kinda feel like an all you can eat buffet.. and by that i mean picking around and saying this sucks!" 1 comment|post comment

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